Work does not get worse until you're hampered by the lack of equipment. Now I lack Acrobat to finish my department's online publication and I do not feel like ripping off the program from the net myself. So, would need to consult my morals again tomorrow.

Nothing much happened since Wednesday. Didn't take leave for Monday so that would mean I will be attending the Police Day Parade vetting, in full-uniform and under the scorching noon sun. Managed to shake off my lackadaisical attitude on Thursday and do not feel as lousy since then. My father came back from Korea too but I haven't really got the chance to interact with him. Will try to keep him company tml. Anyway, Aikido class on Friday was satisfying, as I'm getting more comfortable with backrolls and becoming less tense while doing all the moves. My elbow was hurt unknowingly during class and I caused Vincent's shoulder injury.

I think I'm shallow. Think I must spend less time online trying to get people to talk to me and utilise the time instead to learn more stuff. A new language? A discipline like philosophy or psychology? The latter maybe.

'When you dodged you will not be cut, when you want to protect someone she will not die, and when I attack, I'll cut.' -- quoted from Bleach, an anime which I'm currently following. Can't imagine that I would need a cartoon to teach me resolution. I am really weak-willed.

About 68 percent sure about going to NUS. Formulated this very stupid idea about majoring in English and minoring in Japanese, French and German. Might not work afterall as I can't even manage English at all. I still maintain that my result is fluke.

I'm too tired. I need a holiday.

Regards,
Jun Jie